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Catch MeHe told me yesterday he wanted me back. He wanted to walk hand in hand with me across the beach, like just before he broke my heart, like just before I knew about her. The times when you feel like you’ve broken your heart he turns round and tells you he loves you. He told me he would never leave me on that day, and he never did. I pushed him away like I do with everyone else. Stepped away from the one I wanted and needed; now I'm falling. Forever falling until someone can catch me and put the pieces back together. Catch Me
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I Love HimI so wish I could love you but I love him Heart breaks make you grow Think of new meaning and learn I wish I could touch your skin once more But I cant I love him I love but never fall so deep Unless it’s with him tears fall And you scream but never hear The fact that this will never be Call me from there I can hear you I can hear you smile
See you laugh for I no you'll be happy Once more without me Forgetting this memory
Sleeping with out this dream I no you'll survive and never let go But she will love you like you did once &nb I Love Him
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Stepping Into A FairytaleI’m tired of the mess he left when I took you away
I think we have failed what we could have been Why do you need me when you have all of them? I want you to see me without that in the future. We need to step out together into the dark. I want to see your smile no your name. I think I can hear you scream inside my head. Needing you to see me once more is hell. But we seem to be able to find what we came for. Further from the truth and your be in a fairytale We step foot once again in a mistaken lie A world of miss understandings and stories Stepping Into A Fairytale
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InvisibleTake a step into my direction Look in to my eyes Take my hand as we fade away I open my lips and all is lost My name is hidden beneath this
My words cover all that is here What’s visible is another story We can take this apart
Piece by piece with our bare hands Again we sit and stare at them What once was a fantasy of theirs Please take my hand once again
Fade further into space this time Fly amongst the nothingness
And whisper into the bleak Make everything explode
So we can live and love again Invisible
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burning puppets.I am a puppet of tangled strings and broken masks.
Without your arms to hold me up, I am stumbling like a whiskey drunk, slipping on your every smile and breaking my knees on the memories. I am crying and I cannot understand why the audience is clapping; I hit my chin on the bottom of my heart and still the cheering swells.

I cannot find the exit, cannot find my feet, cannot find the cogs and gears winding through my own damn head.
(I’m blind, I’m mute, I’m deaf – when did my senses get pruned off as if I might grow back at all, let alone better?)
And the puppeteer has fallen burning puppets.
by =Corina90

if i had blood on my hands.i imagine that if i could stop and hold this
memory, it would look like glass bones between
my fingertips, but then again, it would be such
a terrible shame if i went and dropped it.
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(i’m going crazy, i’m going crazy – i’m gone)
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you once told me that your favorite number
was one half, so i decided to give you half
my brain, half my soul and half my heart.
the rest is trash anyways.
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[i saw your face in the clouds this morning;  i
wasn’t surprised one bit when it began to rain] & if i had blood on my hands.
by =Corina90

Reverie.I resent waking up when I’ve been dreaming of you.
In the early haze of the morning, I can still draw the angles of your cheeks, can still remember the spice of your scent. With eyes closed, it is easy to recall drowning in your eyes and finding salvation anchored against your chest.

It is so easy when I’m still caught in the grips of sleep.

It is only when the violets and corals fade that I begin to forget about the way your hair framed your face. I can feel the pitterpatter of my heart bumping off course as I try to hold on to the way your pulse had stuttered into place with mine.
&n Reverie.
by =Corina90

Eidolon.i. I count the days until I fall in love with you. A million days and hours reduced to seconds and minutes that never mean anything except I’m alone.
[One, two, three, four -- one too many, three too late.]
ii. I paint your smile on the back of my eyelids, a million colors
that melt and come together so that you are a rainbow and I bleed together with your every hue.
[Red, violet, turquoise, blue -- the colors are all there, but they still aren’t you.]
iii. I dance to the beat of your heart, my feet synchronizing to the pitterpatter and fo Eidolon.
by =Corina90

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Sat Dec 16, 2006, 5:50 PM

Mood: Delighted
Listening to: You
Reading: Banksy-Wall And Piece
Watching: You
Playing: You
Eating: You
Drinking: You

I Saw This
'well in my head i am a popular fun loved person who is up for every thing goes everywere and does anything is no way borin. but its acompletly differnet story out here in the real world i'm a boring little girl who has like two friends i follow the same rotine(cant spell) everysingle day get up go to school come home go on the computer go to bed getup blah blah blah blah blah i'm so fed up of this aaaaagggggggghhhhhhhhhhh some timesi just wanna scream well after mylittle moaning fit i will leave'
In Another Journal Just A sec Ago And Just Laughed I No Why I Used To Feel Like That Now And Its Funny How One Little Thing Can Effect Everything